February 19, 2005

• Today was twisted im amd yet bummed yet just i dont kno i feel just tired ohh yah depressed sorta...

  
  

  I miss the old days at the WCCS i miss my friends man i really miss them.Schools complicated i kno adults say ohh you think thats hard i gets harder welll duh but you learn to deal with it as you grow up.well thats wat i think.Anywayz i woke i felt sick just like the past few daysand i still went to school. Man i need to focus to much distractions you kno wat im sayin. Well after school i went to nikos house. He was  asleep and i used hes pc and anywayz my freind she called me on my cell phone. Ok and niko's all bugin me about OHHH patrick has a girlfreind and at first ha ha you kno but now hes gettin me mad gosh like cant he mind hes on buzyness and by the way  idont like her! He was all sayin stuff at church and ati recel heard niko talk about my cell phone and girlfriend... Well kuya b called and like asked me ohh wats this about you and this girlfreind on the cell. And i was like wat?? now im reallgettin mad at himlik he should kno rumors spread fast gossip is worst with fillopino's they talk faster i think and they all get in a group and talk.. Man i remember when i was young this never happend to me i was in my on little world calm and happy then things got crazy.. I kno i cant stay in my world forever but umm 4got see im mad now cuz kuya b's gettin worried im gettin overstressed... i need to talk to niko really i kno i should learn to handle it better but man i miss the good old times. and you kno wat kara and muarice are gettin umm secret sorta and now hes fallen hes classses i mad him mad but i said sowy and i just want to look out for him but still he has a great mind greater than mines and he should be proud rit. Oh and more gossip about jonathan and abby i wont say much cuz its ugh nvm. But kara is like gossiping and all crazy like over my cuz man i miss good times. When me and my cuz would just hang but now noo. well as  i said cant stay in my own little world.Im stressed out bad i dislike gossip so much now...I DIS LIKE GOSSIP SO MUCH URG.....!I DISLIKE THOSE WHO GOSSIP EVEN IF I GOSSIP I DISLIKE MY SELF GOSSIP=BAD ROAR IM MAD  well i pray God will get me threw this time...but niko man if i get in trouble or talked about behind my back i mean i already kno it happens but i dont need more, i kno nikos fooling around but man its going bad i can feel it.people change into both good and bad. luckly for me i turn good but some people turned badder i pray for those God knos whom im talikng about.ell im rightin alot.Well ati recel gave me a new connection planner lighter than kuya bs ill use it now.....

  
  

   

  
  

  Phillippians1:6-God began a good work in you and I he will continue it until it is finished when Jesus comes agian.(from bible)

  
  

  God is helping you turn into a good person and he will continue until the end of the earth(from me)

  
  

  Sometimes you may feel misreable like how i am right now sometimes you feel uggh or bad something thats discomforting. But God is not finished with you...Wat does that mean it means he has great plans in store for you looking back at you life what things  have you done for christ and if your not christian please leave a comment or anything and if you want to discuse anything just aikm me or mail me please i want to help you cuz life is like a game it can get reall tuff!!!!PLEAE POST COMMENTS OR SOMETHIN ANYTHING TO KNO THAT UR READ In WAT I PUT.. this message is imprtant so until i get enough comments ill keep this posted ok thnx.still mad at niko must get him back bwhahahahah!!!wait still mad and depressed...HELP ME GOD OVERCOME THIS STUFF PLEASE I NEED YOU LOVE PATRICK.....>p

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